9Monday, October 09, 2006

Today I will divert from my normal humourous takes on issues in life but stray more towards personal,emo stuff.

Let's talk this overIt's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hangingIn a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

ok,above is an excerpt from Avril Lavigne's 'My happy ending'. Just my attempt in trying to copy some of my other friends' emotional song lyrics style of blogging.
that song remind me particularly of a worst time of my life when i was going through a tough time in army and that also something major happened to me.Even now when i hear that song on the radio,i would listen to the lyrics and feel that it is indeed an apt description of how i felt during that time.For those of you who are guessing about what had happened, please read the lyrics more carefully then try to guess what is it all about.
Oh well,the dust has since been settled long ago and although bits and pieces of memories are still left in my mind,life has to go on doesn't it.

It's less than 120 days now to that elusive date,070207,which will always remain to be 1 of THE milestones of my life.I really thank God that He has looked over me and that I am well and all after all those torrid times in the army.I have indeed learnt alot about myself and also about life in general.Now I just hope that for the rest of my time in the army,I can be able to survive through and hope that when I indeed get out of this organisation,I will be able to remind and try to make myself relive through those trying times in my mind,and appreciate all that I have around me.Friends and family,the things that truly value to me.

On another note,I have sort of become a bit of a David James recently.For the unknowing,James is an undoubtly talented goalkeeper who played for Liverpool in the 90s.However,he also earned himself the nickname 'Calamity James' during that period where he would produce several howlers now and then.Today's match against Singapore Polytechnic saw me conceding another soft goal,where I anticipated a cross but yet the attacker chose to chip towards goal.Myself being already committed to handling the cross,was left in a position that was not the best and thus only managing to get a touch to the ball which is insufficient to deflect it away from goal.My backpeddling,which is not the fastest,can also be partly faulted for that goal.
I just hope that in the next few games leading up to the tournament,and in the tournament itself,I can play to my best abilities and not let myself or the team down.

Finally,I am giving a big shout out to all the lower Secondary kids,all anyone who knows any lower Secondary kids,and tell them that all their exam worries are over,Hu Tianci is here.
Anybody who wishes to have a dedicated,hardworking tutor who would go to great extents in helping kids can contact me.Prices negotiable.
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